July 11th started like any other day... Waking up, doing some housework, waiting for my husband to get home from work so we could go to the gym together...
At around 3 pm i got a phone call... it was my grandmother and she was screaming.... the feeling of dread that came over me was, something i cant explain... i wanted to scream and vomit all at once... i was scared... i hung up on her...
I called my husband and told him something awful had happened, he needed to call gram and find out what, and come home right away! i sat down in the floor and began to weep... not knowing exactly what had happened... but knowing IT WAS BAD!
My aunt called me a while later and told me... it was my mom, and she was gone... i dont really remember the following 24 hrs... lots of screaming and trembling... i ended up going to the ER, to get something to help me sleep...
In a matter of moments, my whole world changed... my identity, my outlook... EVERYTHING!
all i could think was how can this be? how could she just leave? and of all the people in the world...
WHY ME?
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